hello. just wanna post something bout life. recently got some friends i shant say who really lost their motivation to live on. to me the motivation is ur purpose for your life. what do u wanna accomplish, who you are living for. however, they must not be too far away, if not you dont have the 'power' to finish the journey. its like a marathon. u have to have aims along to the way to reach. but ultimately you know what u want for the race or the marathon. to finish it. its not a matter of 1st or last. its the courage and endurance to finish it.

my dad told my bro and i bout something i felt was really important. its always better to under commit so that u are prepared for unforseen stuff u have to attend to and focus on what you have. also, when u over commit, dont expect anyone to encourage you. it depends on your own motivation and source of strength.

we learnt in sermons that its the journey that is important, not the final destination. for example, Jesus said 'follow me.' where? He didnt say. because it wasnt as important as following Him. And you are surely going to go through some trials or tribulations in life. but God is always with u. when u are happy sad angry backsliding failing whatever. He is always there. this fact always make me feel so great because this unconditional love of forgiving ppl no matter how many times we fall is so great. we just feel so unworthy of it. thts why i continue to go to church. because its my source of strength. its where i meet God. the one who helps me when im in need. not like im trusting air, but i have felt Him before. which helps me believe Jesus is alive. yea we talk abit more nxt time. dont really have much time now. so tag if ure here!