hello ppl. this wkend we had services with Rev Ulf Ekman and it was fantastic. He preached about fear which I thought was really good. Just some stuff about what he said, fear is a spirit and it will go only when the power of God comes. With faith, fear goes. With fear, faith goes. Fear comes from the thoughts of defeat and so we must guard our thoughts well and it is also the door for the devil to enter our lives. With fear, our lives become limited and restricted. But when you allow the power of God to come into your life and change you inside out, you will be set free with the peace of God. Like Peter walking on water, he looked at the waves and winds, which are your circumstances and situation instead of what Jesus can do for you. So, he started sinking and cried out to Jesus for help. Of course, Jesus helped him. So this story is saying that when God calls you out into the supernatural, it has uncertain circumstances and trouble will head your way. It's not like when God calls you everything becomes a bed a roses. But when you respond, hold on to Jesus. He will bring you through what he brought you to. If it is the will of God, it will come to pass. He also said something which really impacted me, which was that the church was a massive graveyard. Because people all over the place gave their old and sinful lives to Jesus. It really reminded me that I am God's and He will help me through. Yea that's about it.

hello. just wanna post something bout life. recently got some friends i shant say who really lost their motivation to live on. to me the motivation is ur purpose for your life. what do u wanna accomplish, who you are living for. however, they must not be too far away, if not you dont have the 'power' to finish the journey. its like a marathon. u have to have aims along to the way to reach. but ultimately you know what u want for the race or the marathon. to finish it. its not a matter of 1st or last. its the courage and endurance to finish it.

my dad told my bro and i bout something i felt was really important. its always better to under commit so that u are prepared for unforseen stuff u have to attend to and focus on what you have. also, when u over commit, dont expect anyone to encourage you. it depends on your own motivation and source of strength.

we learnt in sermons that its the journey that is important, not the final destination. for example, Jesus said 'follow me.' where? He didnt say. because it wasnt as important as following Him. And you are surely going to go through some trials or tribulations in life. but God is always with u. when u are happy sad angry backsliding failing whatever. He is always there. this fact always make me feel so great because this unconditional love of forgiving ppl no matter how many times we fall is so great. we just feel so unworthy of it. thts why i continue to go to church. because its my source of strength. its where i meet God. the one who helps me when im in need. not like im trusting air, but i have felt Him before. which helps me believe Jesus is alive. yea we talk abit more nxt time. dont really have much time now. so tag if ure here!

hello everyone. back to post. today we had O lvl SPA briefing by a physics tcher i shant name. He was really funny with the common use of PIGS on students who are jokers or stupid to him. here are some stuff he said
-Eh all you pigs out there! You want me to treat you like pigs? Cows? Whales?
-Think pigs can fly? Think again.
-If you are doing a heat experiment we will turn the fans off. We dont care if you are sweating like a pig or not.
-Have you seen a sweating pig? I've seen one.
-Alot of pigs forget their units, so you must be a unit pig.
-Pigs cannot think
well thts all i can remember but i think hes a nice person cos last time i didnt really like him cos he was from discipline com. yea.

Ah anyway i think this blog is dying since i posted a new one and no one has come to tag cos i havent posted for a very long time then. yea today we also life skills. it was alright but i learnt everything from church already. haha so yay. it was about having dreams and positive thoughts and those stuff. yea and my coach was one sick guy. haha but nvm i shall skip the details.

yesterday we also went learning journey to SAFTI and discovery centre. well the stuff there were cool, especially this place where they show the things ppl proposed to be implemented in army. its like there was this suit which looks so much like HALO. haha cool eh? alot of other funny robots. cool stuff. also we went for this show. its like a day in the life of an army dude. so nothing much but the second show was great. i mean the effects were like so cool. haha its about being in a war situation. so the screen showed tanks firing and there were flashes of light, then from our side was this real tank. which is fake. but real as in not in the screen. it shot with some light and smoke which looked so real. and the screen showed the missiles. haha then got smoke coming from the floor. then got helicopter sound then a very strong wind blew from above. so cool. then the screen show boats like we were on a boat and got some little droplets of water falling from the ceiling. i think they're cool la. haha i wanna go again. so i was also hanging around with royston and aric. yea so we went back to the bus and alot of ppl were sleeping. then me and aric started taking pics of ppl sleeping and many followed. haha interesting. yea it was great, and became closer with the 4-5 dudes. yea thts all!

alright its been a month since ive posted anything. anyway im 16 already! 8 jan. flew by so fast. less than a blink of an eye. yup anyway went to KFC with my family to celebrate. haha anyway the start of sch was fun. or exciting i would say. teachers coming in and always motivating us tht hey this is ur last yr. ur last lap. this test determines ur future. do it once do it good. ITS O LEVELS! haha so we got bombed with homework too. and tests. and prelims were on jan 28 to tmr. which is like so fast la. and i think alot of us are going to prison! aka focus group where u stay in the library mugging ur ... off. till 6pm. everyday. yea i agree its quite good such tht we got friends we can ask if we arent sure of anything and also nt forgetting the freezing aircon. but the thing which im very unhappy is the card signing. wth la its like everytime u report u must have ur card signed. its like we are having detention or something. well nvm. anyway now im in this cell group guitarist class to become a cgg. so im in the 1st batch along with harvey and margret. yea so everytime after service we would have some practice sessions. ya so cool. lol. guess thts all bout it. will post sometime later if i can. but if ure here can tag or something. i will still come back to reply tags. yup.